i'm outrageously tired.
blame it on my craziness for [恶魔在身边] {i'd refer to it as monsterbesideme}.
blame it on the hectic DBS roadshow.

i just found out that giving out flyers is a job that seems easy but tough to do.
and my usual social observations have led to to conclude that guys are easier prey than the ladies. (which i have no freaking idea why)
i thought we sinned against Mother Nature by disposing the flyers. otherwise poor jun could never have finished distributing ALL 4000 copies, even with my help.
and yes girl, if you happen to read this, please do not attempt to give me any pay for wanting to help because friendship is not measured in dollars.
besides, (if you feel unjust) you've already paid for my dinner and also given me that pretty lime green mango skirt. So if you try again, i'd seriously whack you.

*groans
matriculation fair ends in another 3 days. meaning roadshow for another 3 days.
if not for the alluring money and chin being there, i'd called it quits.
(angie laughed at me when she saw me as the DBS girl. heck, DBS girl. someone who used to dislike DBS and whine about it all the time. ironic, yeah?)
here's to perserverance.

taken from [恶魔在身边] the show i'm currently crazy over.

"没有人会对自己不在乎的人提出忠告。
最刺耳的话是最为你着想而诚实的话﹐
因为他相信你会懂。"

these words, i badly want to tell someone.
and hoping everyone else keep them in mind.

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my mind's being in a blank this week.
i can't, for god's sake, recall what i did on monday and tuesday.
let's just skip that. i don't wanna get a headache.

these days i'm preoccupied with something known as the CORS.
and yes, everytime school is about to start, i'd start spewing my curses.
my timetable is as freaking disgusting as it can get.
and i'm helpless.

wednesday
went down to school to fill in the form for module swap.(i wonder if i'm crazy for willingly swapping to the other group whereby my timetable would be incredibly sucky just so i can be with my friends.)
met up with chin/busha/zhuang and stella!
i haven't seen that girl for ages, ever since we left KC.
she's still very much the stella i know though studying in US did wisen her up.
and we twerps were so busy talking we forgot to take a picture. damn.

thursday
retail therapy day.
after the short training session at DBS Shenton Way, chin and me trotted down to orchard. and yes, with my paycheck safely in my bank, the shopaholic is back with a vengence! bought a purple tee from zara and a pretty pair of shoes that i don't need. i love shopping!

friday
jun brought us to club momo under the guest list. we were in a different queue from the other 'normal' people; it made me feel special for that instance :)
and we had this whole curtained couch area to ourselves.
initially impressed with the retro look (the toilet was totally pink!) but the music and drinks put me off. we had to wait a whole 30mins to sign for our purchases and there wasn't much of a queue in the first place.
talk about efficiency. i'd prefer zouk anytime.

oh yay i suddenly remembered what happened on monday.
OMG how can i freaking forget that.

monday
the ingo councillors' KTV outing!
i miss K-ing sooo sooo much! and it was a whole load of fun K-ing with them.
the guys were hilarious, lydia with her angelic voice, june with her super stamina. we should have more of such outings!

end of my boring weekly recap^^

look at my scary face, lol.

my first time as a ghost. fun at first, but scaring people repeatedly for 30+ times becomes no kick. especially when they don't scream.
i had to endure the whole night with one half-closed eye and hardened starch all over my face. eucks.
why can't the freshies be scaredy cats like jane or chin?

our group's ghosts.
scaring the daylights out of the visitors in haw par villa.

adhering to UC tradition, INGO @ zouk on wednesday night.

that night was happening.
for chin, fate brought her immense happiness :)
for me, a weird encounter brought me first shock then doubts and excitement.

*wolf whistles*

sizzling hot. everyone but me :)
(check out the incredulous expression on eleanor)

met up with the 208 gang for swimming and dvd watching.
we caught a lot like love and ice princess.
the movies were just so-so, 1 scene from a lot like love stuck out.
the one where ashton kutcher was singing his heart out to amanda peet.
"i'll be there for you... these 5 words i swear to you..."
got charmaine pulling off her usual of rewatching that scene a total of 6 times!

saturday and sunday was occupied with work, which made me miss baybeats.
am getting tired so will cover more tomorrow.

i extended my hiatus period a little longer.
was really worn out after union camp.
being a councillor is a tad different from being a freshie.
and maybe that's why i shouldn't keep comparing.
it's an experience, nonetheless. one that i'm proud to keep.

holy crap, i look like an overcooked lobster!


chin didn't manage to get away clean afterall. *smirks

the after effects of camp are bad.
sore throat. flaky skin. hoarse voice. body ache. nostalgia. withdrawal symptoms. hallucinations of cheering in the background.
this time i have a new addition. lip 'fungal' infection.
i look so freaking gross now.


and a sad moment on 10th july to bid farewell to our beloved elmo, hong xuan.
i will miss and am already missing her.

i'll keep it short lest i get emotional again.
so this is for you, homo.

blog will once again be on hiatus.
from 4th - 9th July.

holidays will be great without the packing.

union camp's starting tomorrow.
i don't feel prepared for it at all.
we've held so little discussions/meetings and no concrete plans about most of the activities. i feel especially skeptical after seeing a senior's list on the essential things to do.
and there's still the packing to do. *groans*

watched schindler's list yesterday with becky/eleanor/jun/chin.
it's one of the most provocative shows i've ever watched. which once again leaves me with utter contempt for nazism.
though the movie is good, i'll say it doesn't reflect the brutal reality of the holocaust in its entirety. afterall it remains a hollywood production (which always retains its romantic potrayals).



though i felt touched at how the little girl in the red dress becomes the turning point for oskar schindler, it shows one harsh truth about the human nature.
numerous jews were being killed alongside while schindler gazed from atop a hill but he only felt for that little girl.
it's the same for everyone. everyone else will remain faceless to you unless that someone matters to you.
just as how many others felt for anne frank after her diary was published.
maybe unless you have a heart of gold like gandhi or mother teresa.

though he wasn't the most respectable man, (being a war profiteer, womanizer, gambler etc) his show of humanity at a time when man shows his worst deserves good reckoning. (in spite of the extent of sensationalism from the hollywood cuts, it's still a true story.)
i think this is one of steven spielberg's best movies.
for those who haven't caught it, don't get thrown off by the historical overtones.