Tuesday, February 13, 2007

alright, i'm weird.

one minute i don't blog for months.
another minute i'm writing two entries in a day.
maybe that's what you call a writer's block (as if i'm one haha).

anyway i'm just inspired by some of the books i've been reading lately.
yes, somehow in the midst of my busy school life i managed to squeeze in a chapter's worth of reading time every night before i sleep.
and i've been frequenting the bazaar in arts forum where there's this book store where you may get some good titles (if you care to look) at a steal!

so what i reaped:
Life of Pi $2!!!
Bridget Jone's diary $2
Middlesex $5.90

but i narrowly missed out on this book i've been wanting to read because my hands happened to be slower than this girl who picked the same book out of the pile. bah.

actually i haven't read any of those i bought, save for bridget jones since chick lit is generally less brain stimulating and more relaxing.

loaned this book recommended by the oprah winfrey book club called Night by Elie Wiesel.



it's a slim volume of about 100 pages so i managed to finish it over the weekend. and i do recommend this book because it's IMO a simple yet powerful account of Mr Wiesel's account on how he managed to survive the Holocaust. it's rekindled the sorrow and disbelief i felt while reading another Holocaust related book, The Diary of Anne Frank. how can fellow humans treat each other like that?

these accounts can break your heart because as you journey with them through the pages of the book, an emotional attachment is forged. especially in both books, they are merely teenagers - Mr Wiesel being 15 when he was deported to Aushwitz concentration camp while Anne Frank 13-15 while living secretly behind their house's trapdoor.

but why do they have to suffer such terrible fates merely for the fact that they're Jews? i think that having lived in a much more carefree society i certainly cannot understand how such extreme thoughts came about. and one very paramount event that struck me in Night was when Mr Wiesel overthrew his faith. he did not deny or hate the fact that he was a Jew, but he was angry at the above for not helping the people who had total faith in Him. i'm a free-thinker so i cannot give my comments about this issue though i wonder what others who hold steadfast to their faith would feel.

so right now i'm quite fueled to read or watch more war-related material.
am interested to watch The Pianist, Letters of Iwo Jima and Flags of Our Fathers. (psst jun, you should watch Iwo Jima since Nino has quite a big role in it!)

it's awesome how Clint Eastwood has produced two films from different standpoints (ie Letters from Iwo Jima from the Japanese perspective and Flags of Our Fathers from the American perspective) because i believe there will never be absolute evil. i can even be inclined to believe that Hitler may not necessarily be evil even though he was essentially the mastermind to all that gruesome murders. No one's born evil. Besides the perspective of good and bad depends on which side you support.

and also channel 5's been promoting that oscar marathon quite a bit.
i've been wanting to watch Babel, The Queen, Little Miss Sunshine and Little Children.

ahhh haven't watched a movie in a long while, the last being Death Note 2.
maybe if i can spare the time, i should try watching alone. seems quite adventurous!

oh and of course i can't wait for black spidey ala Spiderman 3 and some Johnny Depp swashbuckling action ala Pirates of the Carribean: At World's End.

ok what a hefty post this turned out to be. *phew*

leaving you with a quote from Elie Wiesel's Night:
"'Where is God? Where is He? Where can He be now?' and a voice within me answered: 'Where? Here He is - He has been hanged here, on these gallows.'"


Monday, February 12, 2007

ahoy, missed class today because i overslept.
decided to come back here and update a little since it's way into february of 2007 yet my blog's still stagnant at dec 2006.

/start naggy post

i don't know what to say really.
holidays just zoomed past and right now, i'm waiting to be swarmed by another round of school work. it's just school work work work non-stop. haven't been able to stop and think about what i'm about to venture into after graduation. though the career fair's such a useless event, such a waste of time really. somehow i'm thrown further into the disillusion that i'm either gonna end up washing test tubes or doing something i have no interest in.

and every single time i pass by shenton way on the number 10 bus, i'd look and see the executives ala office people and start to dread the end of semester.
i guess we've all somewhat taken for granted how lucky students are. monetary, responsiblities and the way people expect of you.

i think this year's gonna be a life-changing one.
dunno whether i should look forward or dread it.

argh which reminds me that i'll be one year older.
and mum's probably gonna worry even more about my status and bug me more about finding a boyfriend. argh seriously how many of your parents do that to you?

no boyfriend = nag "when you find a boyfriend huh?"
with boyfriend = nag "when you get married huh?"
with husband = nag "when you gonna have children huh?"
with children = nag "which school you gonna enroll your kids huh?"

aiyo seriously being an adult is such a chore O_o
i'd rather not have the priviledge to watch R21 movies. brrr.

and i was hoping before that my final semester can be a breeze.
but noooo, it's horrifying nuts. and i think this applies to everyone else i know.
japanese 2 is stressing me out quite a bit, mostly due to the fact that i've forgotten most of my japanese 1 materials. (SOS zhuang!) and with every practical or lecture i'm going to, there's more and more work being assigned. nooooo....

totally have no time to think about the aussie trip.
i dunno if it will actually realise in the end since now we are facing a lot of problems like parent's disapproval, safety and money issues.
sighs. well maybe i may just end up signing up for a PADI open water diving course instead. anyone interested?

AND *random* I WANT A GOLDEN RETRIEVER!

/end naggy post

moving on...
had a great x'mas with 208.
i have some pictures in my mobile but won't put them up until i learn how to do animated gifs. (or anyone knows how to work that in fireworks?)
also celebrated szeman's 22nd birthday. ok my memory's kinda stunted so excuse me if i happen to miss out some events.

been quite interested to whip up some dishes lately.
in a way i'm trying to pacify mum since she's adamant about me knowing how to cook or else i can't make a good wife (yada yada lol).

ok here's showing off some of my dishes.

ok don't laugh because i do know that it doesn't quite make the cut. but considering i'm quite the newbie so cut me some slack!

and of course, even though i sometimes whine about my mummy i still love her loads! here's celebrating her XXth birthday!



and in a bid to embarass my daddy, watch this for good entertainment! =P


alright, ending off this post with a quote in a nice picture i took while blading with jun last month. quite surprised that i can actually see such big fluffy clouds in the gloriously blue sky in january (when it was raining elephants).


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