i wished god made me a person with more self-discipline.
it's been a full week since reading week started and my progress is dismal.
only finished 50% and 20% of 2 modules; the rest still untouched.

someone, please save me.
everytime i switch on my laptop, the monster in me unleashes and the resistance to will time away vanishes. believe me, during exam time i can find absolutely everything to do online and not do my studying. why am i always like this? T_T

i really need to pull up my grades, at least to a 3.
to prove to some people and most importantly, myself that i can do this.
this semester has been one of the best for me, in terms of pre-exam results. never in my 2 years of varsity life have i not fallen below average in class for majority of my tests. it's really a huge morale booster. but why now? the most crucial period and i'm stumbling. i think i really need to get out of the house and go somewhere with absolutely no distractions whatsoever.

and i'm gonna leave everyone with some recommendations.
if anyone's bored during mugging and require some light-hearted entertainment, go seek out this japanese drama called Nodame Cantabile. it's a manga adaptation and is really very hilarious. it's about a bunch of music academy students and i love the way it shows the passion and love musicians have for music (even if it's plain old classical). plus it rejuvenated my love for piano! erm though it's not very accessible since it's not being uploaded on Youtube and can only be downloaded via torrent at the d-addicts website. the anime's coming out in jan 2007!



another one would be 花樣少年少女, a Taiwan drama which is also an adaptation from a manga. (Note: it's the chinese version of the manga that i'm besotted with recently, the one with the two leads gracing my layout currently) more info found here. if you're interested, you can go to youtube for the first episode. *coughcoughsupportmebyvisitingmychannelherecoughcough*



alright, everyone mug hard!
while zhuang, you can play hard and study hard for your JLPT.

p/s: anyone's reverted to the new version of blogger? i'm still apprehensive since it's the beta version and requires a google account sign-up.