i really dread logging in to blogspot.
backlog's nagging at the back of my mind and i feel bad for making the empty promises to myself and others regarding the updates.

ahhhh but time's elusive and i don't exactly have a lot of time to sit down and blog at ease. i absolutely cannot tolerate scrappy posts so no fast-speed entries for me.

speaking of which, things have been bad lately.
workload's coming at a consistent rate. everytime i finish an assignment albeit all puffy eyed and dizzy from lack of sleep, there's another one waiting for me.
though i do wanna give a self pat to myself for keeping up the hard work :)
and the haze is like meh.

i hate to think about it but recently TODAY published a headline regarding the career prospects of life science graduates. it was totally demoralising and subsequent letters/responses from fellow graduates paint an even sadder picture.
now if they only need PhD students, what's a BSc like me gonna do? wash test tubes?
oh golly, i don't even want to imagine that.

at a time when i'm finally happier with my modules, this 'bleak future' prospect is certainly throwing a huge cloud over me (added with thunder and lightning).

ahhhh please do not ever make me regret that i stupidly chose this degree.
i still have a year to struggle through. i need my motivation!