alright, alright... i'm back, ok?

sorry for that wayyyy overdue hiatus.
you know sometimes when you decide you want to blog, log on to blogger and click on "create post". when the page loads up and you suddenly realise that you've got so much to write and you don't know how to go about starting it.
the so-called, information overload huh.
yeah, i'm currently like that.

(as you can see) i've fixed some of my image hosting issues so everything's looking pinky again like the past.
i do want to blog about the taiwan trip but there's so much to write and so many pictures to compile that my inertia's telling me to postpone it.
honestly i've been quite sick of telling everyone i've met, online and offline about my taiwan adventures so maybe when i'm in a better mood?
but i'll do it! you have my promise :)

>>> just so you know, trip photos are viewable under here (my camera), here (XQ camera) and here (char camera). <<<

have been taking a backseat ever since the taiwan trip.
my day basically revolves around sleeping, playing ff7, watching tv and anime, surfing the net and reading novels.
only till tuesday did i get up and start my excercise regime.
and finally went job hunting yesterday.

let's not talk about the nitty gritty details of my everyday life because it'll definitely bore everyone to death.
so can i talk about the thing that's on my mind every minute --- my eye candy?

actually i'm feeling like a dumbass for being so obsessed about my eye candy.
i'm sure chin must be grating her teeth and saying for what-seems-like-the-dunno-how manyth-time that "love is not wrong". (i find her justification hilarious though)
but isn't it really stupid for liking someone whom you don't know at all? and possibly have no chance of getting to know too.

and sometimes i think that he stares and looks back at me.
the dumbest thing is i never dared to look back or pretend that i didn't see it.
shucks, now i feel like such a wimp.
or maybe that's just because i'm over reading his reactions or that he simply stares at me because we see each other around too much and thus the "oh it's that girl again" reaction.

sighs i'm really going nuts.
when i'm actually losing sleep thinking about this.


expected endings cease to exist in my reality.
only in dreams do they take shape.