tsk tsk.
birds of the same feathers really flock together huh.
like jun, i'm guilty of updating my blog more frequently during exams.
likewise for chin and zhuang. we're really best buddies =)

last day of school.
*takes a minute to heave a huge sigh of relief*
today's tests were, how should i describe it, BAD.
the good start for jap oral was ruined at the end when my partner and i forgot what we had to say for the dialogue.
and metabolism test, hmmm i'm just glad at least i managed to get some correct answers.

and the nightmare starts from here.
even when i've overcome numerous nightmares the past semester.
now i just have to finish up my 30% lab report before the books start to terrorise me.

i realised that ever since i've stepped into university, my memory's deterioating.
the photographic memory of the past, when i could actually memorise entire paragraphs from history texts, is gone.
sometimes it gets so bad that i lose myself in the midst of a sentence.
oh no, is it just me? or have university speed up the degeneration process of our brain cells?

cherlyn asked me a question i've never given much thought before.
"what would you do if today was your LAST day in school?"
by LAST, i mean last in the literal sense (during graduating year).
actually i didn't know how to answer her.
yeah sure i'll feel happy and all since i've been dying to get out of NUS the moment i got in. but somehow i'm sure i'll miss the varsity days when i'm out working. just like how i was almost positive i wouldn't miss TJC but that nostalgia retains no matter how nightmarish it was.
oh ya, maybe i'll miss my eye candy too. haha.
(i wonder if i could stop talking about eye candy for one day.)

damn you eye candy.
why do you keep appearing in front of me?
why do you make my stomach tangle into knots?
why do i feel stupid stealing glances at you?
why do i sometimes think you also steal glances at me?

why do i not know you?

IF ONLY.
i think i own too many if onlys.