*clears cobwebs*

the intense hell-ish weeks are here.
and not ending anytime soon.
so i am not expecting myself to blog unless i've got something to whine about.

life can be so unpredictable sometimes.
like how just few months back my godpa is still healthy and all.
and few days ago, we got a call from godma that he's hospitalised with a stroke.
likewise for another old friend who's diagnosed with leukemia recently.

i wonder if god selectively bestows hardships.
or life just wanted to be mean to you somehow.

and upon seeing how these two people try to overcome a down period in their lives, i think mine is probably far more easier to overcome than theirs.
so next time i whine about my predicament, someone please give me a wake up call.

not the best of time (as usual) but i'm addicted to this drama called goong right now.

never expected to be this obsessed over a K-drama but well...
this happened to come at the right time i needed some stress-busters.

because right now i have absolutely no brain juice to write something coherent.
so here's a "fill-me-up" stolen from jo's blog.

7 dreams before death:
1. to know the feeling of loving and being loved.
2. to buy a house for myself and my parents.
3. to travel to egypt, europe and japan (or even better => the whole world!)
4. to own at least one golden retriever.
5. have enough money so i can build a school in cambodia.
6. to be a mother (ie have a family)
7. to master the japanese language (and possibly more)

7 things i cant do at this lifetime:
1. to stop eating chocolates.
2. to stop loving my parents and beloved friends.
3. to fulfil my desire of having a model's figure.
4. to stop biting my nails when i'm nervous, haha.
5. to swoon over tall cute guys^^
6. turn back time to undo my regrets.
7. not feel apprehensive about my future.

7 things that attract me:
1. the height (~178cm and above)
2. the smile
3. able to play the piano
4. maturity level that is acceptable
5. sense of humour
6. to have opinions
7. a goal in life

7 things i say:
1. so tired
2. JIE LUN~
3. i want to sleep
4. huh
5. don't know
6. oh my god
7. shit

7 books that i love:
1. lord of the rings series
2. to kill a mockingbird
3. the curious incident of the dog in night-time
4. shopaholic series
5. the belgariad series
6. the chronicles of narnia series
7. roald dahl's stories

7 movies that i love:
1. lord of the rings trilogy
2. dirty dancing 2
3. forrest gump
4. finding neverland
5. hayao miyazaki's works
6. nobody knows
7. brokeback mountain

tags: anyone who's read this.