october.
exams are looming closer.

i feel like a wretch these couple of days.
will not allow myself to compromise with the excuse of PMS.
but essentially, i let those ill feelings take over.
resulting in my purposeful negligence on eleanor's birthday.
and that poor girl didn't even do anything wrong.

really sorry girl.
i'd promised to celebrate your birthday this year and i broke it yet again.
and in my fit of anger, i had purposefully forgot to send a birthday sms.
thus, HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY my dearest eleanor.

possibly i rejoiced too soon.
i guess, afterall studying in advance is not my forte.
and it never will be.