i'm someone with short-lived passion.
you know like the chinese saying "san fen zhong re du"?
(loosely translated as 3-min passion)

i will get immensely crazy over some object of obsession for a while.
my passion dies off in a matter of weeks, months and a little over a few years.

i'm trying to prove myself wrong with the following:

swimming love >>> 7-8 months
jay love >>> 3 years.
piano love >>> 4 years.
japan love >>> 5-6 years.
egypt love >>> 6 years.

that is why i admire people with really strong ambitions.
and of course, people who already know their goal in life.
honestly because i'm someone who doesn't have one, that is why i find it so hard to study hard.
passive people always need a nudge to move a step forward.

which reminds me.
i need to go finish up my overdued deadlines... sighs.