i should give myself a hard whack.

why?
in short, i wasted my entire mid term break.
the only productive work for 4 days - 2 webcasts.
(what a shameless amount of work)

the weeks ahead are gonna be very busy.
and i knew it all along.

i'm truly a shithead.
i'm just someone who needs to learn the hard way.
over and over again.

who knows, maybe it ain't such a bad thing afterall.
for me to fare badly this time.
it'll serve as a good jolt back to reality.