i don't know what i'm doing here now when i should be studying.

well since i'm here, let me rant on about how disgusting the past week has been.
and so, i'm now 2/5 closer to the finishing line.
by tomorrow 11am, it shall become 3/5.
and tomorrow's paper is a major cause of worry.

as if tormenting me with the workload and my regret over not S/Uing this module is not enough, aunt ruby had to come pay a visit. together with cousin cramps too.
i'd applaud them for choosing such a good time to come visit. hooray.

i've totally lost hope for better results this semester.
1st paper: wasn't very good
2nd paper: everything i neglected to study came out
3rd paper: possibly even worse

sighs. is it even possible to achieve good results?
and i have to deal with the shitty feeling of my heart plunging into the abyss when the results come out and how to face my parents.
so sorry daddy and mummy, i let you down once again.