I'm currently very pissed off.
This has happened before and I thought I was used to it, nevertheless I'm still really irritated by it.

I do not believe you can ever lose contact with your close friends. Unless by any unfortunate circumstances whereby someone dies or migarates abroad, as long as that person is well alive and kicking, you can never lose contact.
So I cannot understand why people tell me "Oh, we haven't met up for so long! I feel that our friendship has drifted." What bullshit is that?

You make friends by choice. Fate plays a part but whether you want to accept them into your social circle is another matter altogether.
So whoever remains in your social circle is also by choice. Whether you care enough to want to remain in contact.

Having said that, I have to say I'm really tired of trying to be the 'glue'.
Yeah don't give me crap like "Oh I'm so happy that we're meeting up." making me happy and all, and in the end tell me last minute you're really busy.
And those that complain about not meeting up enough is worse. If you even have the time and mentality to complain, get your lazy ass off and do something about it.
You don't have to be the organiser or leader type of person to organise something. Just initiating something means you bother to.

And for your information, I'm not someone who loves to plan gatherings and stuff. I'd love to sit back and wait for people to ask. It's so simple isn't it, to be a lazy ass. But precisely because no one else would take the initiative to ask, I have to do the honours.
Ok fair enough. BUT I get unappreciative people that doesn't reply or don't even bother to inform me about last minute changes.
Yeah do you think it's easy to do it? Why don't you do the dirty job then?
I find myself such a nagger messaging people time and time again for the replies. Do I have to push myself to such a sorry state? I can just sit and wait and eventually let this friendship go stagnant. But I choose not to. Ain't I a fool or what huh?

I'm really tired.
I'm gonna wash my hands off this for the time being.
I have more important things to do.