I'm constantly unable to focus on school work.

When I have the teeny weeny amount of free time, I either:
Sleep
Watch TV
Surf for crappy stuff
Read a book
Doodle

In a nutshell, just as long as it's not school work.
I'm breaking my promises to myself and my parents.


Distractions aside, recently, I've been feeling the need for love.
Maybe it's because I watch too much coupley lovey-dovey shows especially Channel 8's "You are the One".
Sometimes don't you think having someone liking and caring for you is so great? You don't have to necessarily like that person too.
Like Rui En's character Meide who has Simon putting in so much and waiting for her at home while she's out with Zhengxi the one she loves.
But she doesn't deserve all that love she gets. Poor Meili gets none. I hope I don't end up like Meili too. *cringes at the thought of going for countless matchmaking sessions*
Or to have someone saying "I've finally found someone I want to protect. That is YOU." *melts*

Where have all my strong single woman ideals gone to?
Maybe women really need a strong shoulder to lean on afterall.
I don't know! O_o