Last entry before I leave for Cambodia in about 8 hours time.

I still can't believe that I'm going away from Singapore for 21 days!
And I'm leaving later!

Sighs.
And this stupid Grace had to go on about how she can watch VCDs everyday and shake leg, the good meals she'll be having and the comfy real bed she will have...

... while I have to sleep on a sleeping bag everyday, probably be malnourished and utterly no slacking everyday.

ARGH.
I know I shouldn't but sometimes I really regret my initial rashness in deciding to go for this YEP trip.

I have butterfiles in my stomach now.
I dunno whether that means I'm excited, scared or worried.

Excited because I'm finally away from home without my parents and this will be an eye-opening experience.
Scared because I'm on my own and being unfamiliar with the environment over in Cambodia, hence not knowing what to expect.
Worried because I'm not sure if I'm up to the job of leaving good memories and contribution to the people over in Cambodia and that I'll not be able to adapt.

My luggage is so freaky huge, the contents are almost bursting out.
And I so don't want to bring a trolley bag cos I feel like I'm going for a vacation.
I'm so paranoid about not bringing sufficient things over.
What if I didn't bring enough underwear? What if I don't have enough bras?
You always get the feeling you've left something important at home when you're on the plane.
*goes to do another check*

Well, I guess I can't turn back so I'll make the best out of it.
Wish me all the best guys, and I'll try my best to bring back goodies if I have enough cash, strength and storage to lug it around.

Here's an early MERRY X'MAS!
I'll be back on the 25th! :)