What have I been doing with my life?

Reflecting on the previous months of year 2004...

Jan-Feb: working my ass off in DBS
Mar-May: assuming alias identities as couch potato/slacker/useless slob/deranged shopper
June: caught up with soccer fever, picked up blading
July: blading craze, settling school matters
Aug-Present: going through torment in school

Didn't I set out a "Things I want to fulfil" list after A levels?
How many have I ticked? Probably a pathetic one or two?

I feel I'm just wasting my time here and leeching on my parents' love and wealth.
I'm just a useless good-for-nothing. Period.