I'm always trying to escape from reality.
Which explains why I'm here typing out a blog entry when I should be working on my project.

And I utterly have no self-discipline.
Which explains why it's already Sunday 8.34PM and I have not done any work at all!

I seriously cannot understand how other people are so studious.
How how how? How to make yourself in a mood for study everytime?

Had a talk with Mum the other day.
This week has been very bad, I don't wanna recount again.
She tells me I don't show any concern for her at all.
It's true, I'm basically tied down by school work and am always in a bad mood.
So when she comes to talk to me, I just flare at her.
But I seriously cannot juggle both family and school work at the same time.

Another thing, she loves to come into my room all the time.
To see what I'm doing on the computer, to sleep on my bed, etc.
And she uses the excuse "I wanna save electricity( by not switching on the fan in her room)".
Initially I was fine with it since my parents don't give me much privacy anyway.
(They do not permit me to shut my room door)
Now everytime she comes in, I'll drive her away and she gets angry.

Why is she doing this?
Is it because she craves attention? Mum and Dad haven't been on talking terms for a while so maybe she needs a confidante?

I don't know if I can even manage myself, much less help her...