is there a thing called true happiness?
this question came up after that night.

i'd always thought that crying out aloud would make one feel better.
yet for me, all that crying left me with a heavy heart - the realisation that my problems actually hurt so badly.

i'm never adept at baring my heart out. not even to people i'm close to.
it'll probably take a while to heal but i'm really happy to find out that i have friends. friends that care and provide a listening ear. and that i'm not alone :)